Underworld
January 23, 2021I step onto seemingly solid ground
and begin to sink, the pull of dark
hands grab my ankles and thighs.
I reach for branch or root or rock,
but nothing.
nothing returns me to the surface.As I struggle, tentacles encircle,
sucking me closer to the heart of the shadow.
I cry out. My mouth fills with darkness.
There is no air here. I asphyxiate.My head falls limp, unconscious.
Hands pass me from one to the next.
shadowy figures emerge,
disappear; some menacing,
others, sentinels of mystery.Tired, gone,
lulled into deepest sleep.
Incubating.
Look Mom, Part 15- Keep Walking
January 23-27, 2021-- Navigating regret; ending with a beautiful, encouraging song by Lyndsey Scott
Jun 07, 2025

Look Mom, I Can Fly: A Grieving Mama's Journey
This is a serialized book of my grief walk since my only child died in August 2020. Filled with our conversations, poetry, and art created in the aftermath, I invite you to journey with me as I learn to metabolize sorrow into beauty and meaning.
This is a serialized book of my grief walk since my only child died in August 2020. Filled with our conversations, poetry, and art created in the aftermath, I invite you to journey with me as I learn to metabolize sorrow into beauty and meaning.Listen on
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